>There’s a fear here I do not understand.
It is deep, and small.
I’ve been flirting with the entrance
thinking it no big deal.
But I’ve entered and
I can function, yes.
But there is no deep and concentrated joy.
Just life around, which I cannot enter in
The activity tantalizes and beckons.
But the fear keeps me still. Hidden.
We all wrestle with monsters.
This is mine.
Your opportunity will come too.
Will you know what to do?